Fighting my fears
The continuous conflict between the heart and intellect,
Has made me confused about grasping the actual thought about it.
The fact that had I forcibly been turning too aggressive,
Or the aggression is the magma of the pains which I had lived.
Has made me confused about grasping the actual thought about it.
The fact that had I forcibly been turning too aggressive,
Or the aggression is the magma of the pains which I had lived.
The wounds of being totally ignored by everyone,
Despite always caring for others, for myself never I did get a turn.
The ignorant world which once I thought was the safest place to stay,
Today has betrayed me and deprived me of my own way.
Despite always caring for others, for myself never I did get a turn.
The ignorant world which once I thought was the safest place to stay,
Today has betrayed me and deprived me of my own way.
The way which I would have preferred to walk in comfortably,
Where everyone around me was caring and let me lived very happily.
Being happy doesn't mean to have fulfilled all my useless greeds
But just to be satisfied by the fact, that to this world I have a genuine need.
Where everyone around me was caring and let me lived very happily.
Being happy doesn't mean to have fulfilled all my useless greeds
But just to be satisfied by the fact, that to this world I have a genuine need.
The efforts made by me longed for everyone's satisfaction.
So whenever I was called for help, I enlightened their way as the Sun.
It didn't matter where would have I been, or the ways for me were lost,
But it mattered that someone needed me, and was the prior most.
So whenever I was called for help, I enlightened their way as the Sun.
It didn't matter where would have I been, or the ways for me were lost,
But it mattered that someone needed me, and was the prior most.
What I did receive by helping them, was just a handful of importance,
The importance that just was faked by them and which day by day changed to ignorance.
Was it their ego or selfishness I am yet very confused,
For a day existed I was useful to them but today I am totally accused.
The importance that just was faked by them and which day by day changed to ignorance.
Was it their ego or selfishness I am yet very confused,
For a day existed I was useful to them but today I am totally accused.
My logics were always termed useless and forced to be ceased forever,
Though till date I kept winning battles using them and they did fail never.
They hit me hard by those fatal words, the words directly from their mentality,
For they had none of the conscience left within and were filled with cruelty.
Though till date I kept winning battles using them and they did fail never.
They hit me hard by those fatal words, the words directly from their mentality,
For they had none of the conscience left within and were filled with cruelty.
Apart from their cruel nature by which they used to attack, I always Stood unaided,
But the burns still were gulping me alive, And my strength simultaneously faded.
The strength which at least was to be needed for keeping a paralyzed person alive for years,
Was diminished from me that day when I started shedding dry tears.
But the burns still were gulping me alive, And my strength simultaneously faded.
The strength which at least was to be needed for keeping a paralyzed person alive for years,
Was diminished from me that day when I started shedding dry tears.
The tears of pain which continued to rain,
Covered by my smile almost being insane.
Insanity to hide all my pains,
Descended my loneliness and ascended my gains.
Covered by my smile almost being insane.
Insanity to hide all my pains,
Descended my loneliness and ascended my gains.
Years that passed helping my solitude to last,
Were long though but I reached here defeating the past.
So no matter what the world tries, forcing me to shed tears,
I'll still be the king of my way, by continuously FIGHTING MY FEARS.
Were long though but I reached here defeating the past.
So no matter what the world tries, forcing me to shed tears,
I'll still be the king of my way, by continuously FIGHTING MY FEARS.